runaway.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

i S-U-C-K-E-D!
yes, today's game was a hell load suckish for me...
aaahhhhh!!!!!
its so screwed la..
i played like damn lousily.
crap crap crap crap crap crap
sucky defence
sucky shots
sucky timing
sucky passes
sucky drive
everything sucks.
wth.
i jus hope i'll do better on monday. :(
anw, JIAYOUS! everybody.

nosorry/

5:34 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

SPECIAL DEDICATION TO CLAUDIA CHEW SI RONG [you better be honoured, :)]
its okayi alright, even if you cant be down.
its not your fault that you are down wif chicken pox mah..
we know that you will support us mentally.
and we will play for you okayi?
dont be sad anymore...
*smiles* <3

9:13 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

HULK the incredible rocks!!!
its damn good manzxc.
go catch it!
MUST WATCH!!!

ok, ya, watched HULK and shopped today.
this is my day.
haha

tmr:
gym gym gym
training..

and guess what!!!
my pile of work is still there,
i haven touch it!!!
die man die.

oneonesevensevenonefivefivefour

9:55 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

training was slack.
heh.
but my passes still wont do.
i just cant place that ball nicely.
damn it.

tmr:
gym gym gym
movie movie movie (hulk?)
dono what else.
hee hee

training on friday, will use this to improve on my passes! manzxc.

pack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&go
pack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&go
pack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&go
pack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&go
pack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&gopack&go

"cos you freakingly dont know what i want. cos you freakingly dont know me at all. am i a stranger? or maybe jus invincible in your eyes. cos i really want to pack and go. cos im going crazy. cos cos cos.. i dont know me."

diet plans to action!

JIAYOUS!!! everyone.

9:12 PM

Monday, June 09, 2008

ytd:
TABLE TENNIS DAY!!!
haha, watched some sort of TMS championship and wanted to play table tennis desperately.
so, i did!
okay, guess what,
i used a bamboo and 2, okay make it 6, pegs to make the bamboo stand.
my makeshift net!
then wanted to play on a proper table cos its so irritating that i cant hit the ball due to the furnitures.
so we went downstairs to look for a table.
and we found it! but there's no net.
so its makeshift time!
sandals and a "lost and found" umbrella were used.
hee hee.
MAKESHIFT rocks.

ohh, and i cut(ted) my hair. [P.S. its not as bad as claudia's, haha]

tdy:
sudden match wif seniors.
and, i sucked!
sucked big time.
shots was a killer.
focus was off.
defences was horrible.
everything jus sucks!
i jus hope i can buck up by 18, cos its ENL already..
JIAYOUS!!!

be contented,
i am contented jus by looking at you.

9:04 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

boo! lol.

okayi, let's start from yesterday.
gym was okay as per usual (a waste of time, waiting.)
WHAT HAPPEN IN VEGAS is wonderful.
yo you ppl out there, go catch it!
heh.
match match match wif seniors was sucky?
i think it was, at least.
passes, shots, run, communication and everything else you can name it.
but, 15 mins aint that bad la..
heng uh.

tdy:
nothing much actually.
run errands(?)
haha.

"i told you but what happen? nothing. you dont give a fking god damn care bout me. so what if you say you do? you dont. or maybe you dont bother to show that you do. i jus hope that the swell goes down and everything is well after that. but im freaking sure that it aint a bump or hit or something, cos it has been god damn long and its getting worse. actually, worst come to worst its jus an operation la.. and it sucks when you use authority and get ppl moving around. its sucks when you jus push the blame to someone else at the last second. it sucks!"

random thoughts, ignore it.
sorry.

there is no warmth here,
even if the entire world was in ice.

11:20 PM

Thursday, June 05, 2008

training tdy was hiong but not as hiong as expected.
why cant i take it?
stress/pressure/whateveryoucallit
can you jus look away? haha.

jiayous jiayous jiayous!!!

claudiachewsirong you better get well and come back down to training, you hiongster!
eh, you missed slack markers work today!~!
haha.

tmr:
gym gym gym.
movie?
match, pull through this as though a real match. (jiayous! :D)

all effort spent mustering the courage was in vain,
no difference.
adapt/cope.

8:34 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

hello.
warm welcomes. (lol)
decided to start blogging again (cos of you)
so ppl out there, relink yo.
thanks a million. :D

let's see,
start from yesterday's training,
screwed, thats all.

today:
gym, gym, gym. but where?
ahhh! i dont know la..
gotto start hw too..
sianz..

see that blue piece?
thats not part of the rest? (that's me!)

cos it seems that i dont make a difference,
cos it seems that you dont need me.
i miss you. <3

10:26 AM